halu!!!!!!ah'ha...i haven't writing da post for a long period..wonder why? actually my computer modem...down..so i can't even open da internet,my computer is down also..i needed to borrowed from my sisters' or my brother's.i just finished my mid year exam..guess what..the papers of biology,chemistry,physics n +math were totally...arghhhh!!!!why the teachers set up the questions so hard hah? just forget it..i had done my best to answer all da questions.i get the physics paper already but for the papers 1 n 2 only..thank god i passed!!

last monday i was attended additional class for biology n during the break my friends talked bout our class monitor..pity hermy friend said her parents are divorced already for the third times..can imagine?third times(married..divorced..married back..divorced again..married back n divorced again)now her mom is staying at seremban and her dad moving to kuala lumpur..while she was staying in kuantan.actually she has took a form to stay at hostel n she had storied her probs to her best friend n mayb..i think her best friend told her mom bout her best friend's probs..so..her mom asked my class monitor to stay wit them..i think she agreed wit that.can u imagine her dad was in kuala lumpur,her mom was in seremban n she was in kuantan aloneshe is very very courageous..she didn't show her 'problem face' towards her friends n i actually don't know bout these before.i can't imagine if my parents are like her parents...mayb i run away from home...hahaha...never b lor...i hope she will be happy with her new life .i just want her to know that i'll support her from behind n will love her forever n ever..go..go..chaiyo!!:D

yesterday(6th aprilfool) i came back frm leadership camping for 3 days n 2 nights at agriculture park-exactly like a forest- n 2day i didn't go to skool/truant?haha..muscles pain n back pain..lot of homeworks that must i pass up 2day(excuses 4 not coming to skool)da camping was so fun cos a lot of xtvts.sometime i don't know wut was da reason for organizing this camping.all da prefects(including me), librarian, hostel prefects, coop prefects, monitor n ass. monitor parTCpated da camp..bout 160 students.
here da summaries of da xtvts that i have done..

1st day
we were divided into groups n i was in fifth group n my group's name was magnificent-16 cos my group had 16 members.
xtvt:hud-hud night=started at 11.30 pm..again we were divided in2 groups n we were walked about 2km into forest guided by coaches till 1 point we were stopped n sat on wet ground..serious i say i can't even see anything-sometimes-cos i was in da DARK ..here da xtvt was started..da fear around me n i just prayed to God to save me if anything bad happen 2 me..i was instructed to walk ALONE in da dark forest to find da coach waiting bout 153m frm me.wut i needed to do is to hear the coach's voice n based on da voice i needed to find the coach..just imagine i was walked alone n the coach's voice was not so clear-lady-to find da coach i need to say loudly [group3 no19 hud-hud](my identity)n the coach will reciprocate group3 no19 hud.i didn't took along time to find the coach..luckily.the xtvt was ended about 2.30 am n i didn't got enough sleep.

2nd day
aerobic n jogged around the agriculture park
xtvts:combination of 3 groups-first xtvt was built a spider web using a string then we needed to pass thro the hole 1-by-1.very hard xtvt cos our string intertwined. second xtvt ws flying fox.very interesting xtvt cos i was flying like a superman.third xtvt was believe or not at the bridge..the purpose of this xtvt was did i believe myself n my friends(in the river) i was stood at the edge of the bridge n by not facing the river n clossing my eyes i was jumped by the coach onto a canvas holding by boys in the river..actually hard to say lar n i think all of u not understant wut i'm writing about nevermind..
in the evening we were discussed for cultural night..my group did about 'dikit barat'.serious i say when the turn of my group to present ours 100%not as best as others.so bad cos certain members didn't gave their commitment.

3rd day
aerobic n caught 5 cicadas
xtvt:i don't know wut was the name of this xtvt n i don't know how to explain but in this xtvt my cloth full with muddy easy to say just like army xtvt..haha..

the camp was ended at 2.15 pm.is this camping like summer camp?i think so..
p/s:no pictures cos i didn't brought camera even mobile phone, money and stationery..haha..bad girl

i got this e-mail last week n i was not understood at all.can anyone translate this sms for me?i really want to know..

Ansoon ko ankhon ki dehleez par laya na karo,
Apne dil ki halat kisi ko bataya na karo,
Log muthi bhar namak liye ghumtey hain,
Apne zakhm kisi ko dikhaya na karo

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Har naam sar-e-aam pukara nahin jaata
har naam yuhn kagaz pe utara nahin jaata
hoti hain mohobbat main kuch raaz ki baatein
aise to iss khel main haara nahin jaata
chaahat hain humare ke hum paas se kabhie dekhe unhe
agar woh paas aaye to hume apni palkon ko uthaya nahin jaata
ishq par zor chalta nahin ae dost
lag jaata hai yeh rog lagaya nahin jaata

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Kya kahun tujhe?
Khwab kahun to toot jayega,
dil kahun to bikhar jayega,
Aa tera naam zindagi rakh dun,
maut se pehle to tera saath chhut na payega!

my first term exam was finished last week n i just got da results..serious say VERY BAD results!!!my results:

malay language (86,A1)
english (73,B3)
english 4 science n tech (66,B4)
biology (54.E8)
chemistry (52,E8)
physics (51,E8)
mathematics (83A1)
additional mathematics (52E8)
history (70B3)
religious education (84A1)

i don't know wut is wrong with me cos i almost fail with da 3 science subjects..very upset with my results..i didn't get yet for da last 4 subjects.i HATE school grade!!(school grade n 'government' grade are differents.hopefully i get straight As in my spm examination.

My Mr Right is someone who...

* is taller than i am
* has a good command of English
* is intelligent and well-behaved
* can make me feel secured in any situation
* manages to cheer me up when something is bothering the hell out of
me
* believes in me no matter what happens
* will always hold my back
* loves me full-heartedly
* loves reading.
* has the talent to draw
* has a melodic voice
* sings a lullaby to put me to sleep
* is not filthy rich cos most of them are spoilt brats
* comes and visit me whenever i fall sick
* gives me a bouquet of flowers during Valentine's day
* bake a chocolate cake on my birthday
* is willing to retain his composure when i get out of control
* is well-liked by my family and my close friends
* does not do anything behind my back
* accepts me for who i am and not asking me to change for him
* makes me feel comfortable
* calls me everynight just to wish me goodnight
* believes in God, not a free-thinker
* never forces me to do something i detest
* is not demanding and does not ask for more
* knows that the previous fact is nothing but the truth
* never stops trying to attract my attention
* does not talk too much
* still treats me well in front of his friends
* can get along with my friends too
* is not racism
* has friends of different races
* will bring me to Europe during our honeymoon, that is if we get
married (lol!)
* is willing to migrate to Europe with me
* is as caring and as loving as "Gerry" in P.S. I Love You
* is smiling right now while reading all these ( just kidding!)
* is trying hard to please both my parents
* takes good pictures
* wants to have babies with me. (lmao)
* way older than i am (maximum 5 or 6 years older)
* writes me a sweet love letter every now and then
* says "I Love You" only when he really means it
* never hesitates to say "I Miss You" whenever he is missing me
* is brave to express his feelings
* visits my grave if i am fated to die earlier (wtf?)

There you go. Now i wonder where is my Mr. Right.:D

today when i'm trying to solve a sudoku-a type of game-in newspaper i'm very surprise with my name written just beside the sudoku!!!at first i was not realise it but only after i read the winners' name...my name was the first..that's mean i have won the game for the week of...i can't remember-lol-the prize that will i claim is a book fulled with sudoku game...okey lar at least i do need to buy it which cost me of cos..haha..
but now i got one BIG problem..i lost my wallet n my i/c was inside, so how i want to claim the book?nevermind let it go

yesterday i did da wrong thing n i,m very sad 4 what i have done...sgt menyesal
2day still under my control
2morrow..don't know la